Batbun Returns

Tuesday, December 28
Zachemo.

Why do people still tend to go out with other people when they already have somebody at home loving them? Maybe they're bored of them, or maybe it's just logic: Tiger Woods does it, why not you? Thus, there you are excluding lust from your heart while you see lust right infront of you from an angle you don't want it to be. Weirdly so, maybe things happen and are done for a reason, and the reason you may not know well but brutally executed just to show you how much your heart can handle. My heart can't handle it, mind you.

Funny. How I turn to writing to express myself rather than to just express myself to the problem at hand. I for one hate changes, no idea why. Changes come in forms: good change makes your world go round, bad change makes you piss your pants and the in-between change that sometimes will tend to screw up your life either in a bad or worse conditions. At least that's how I picture it. I'm having the in-between change, not-so-easy yet not-so-hard to endure. Okay scratch the last part that's total bullsh*t. It's hard alright.

Though, as ill-fated as you may be, things will always repeat itself. That is where people say "history repeats itself" and starts comparing the future and the past.

Just try not to be emotional about it, I suppose? But no, you can't. :/

I can't. I'm emo. Zachemo. Darn it. Wake up and stop burning yourself.

Batbun @ 5:05:00 PM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D