Batbun Returns

Monday, November 23
emaL s'tI wonK I

.....tuB

uoY sevoL yrahcaZ

.tolA

Batbun @ 4:34:00 PM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Am I looking for a star that doesn't shine?

It used to be rather bright.
But now it died.

Or is it not the time for it to shine yet again?
Please... do shine like you used to.

I waited till I fell asleep.
Now here I am up again 4 in the morning.

Tears, a bucket.
Sorrow, a day.

Batbun @ 4:22:00 AM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Saturday, November 21
Hey.

Hey you.

It's past 12 now.

Though, when you're reading this, I might be already asleep or still sleeping.
We've just reached 13. Which is exactly past 12 when I'm posting it after 12a.m. now.

<3 M.

Batbun @ 12:10:00 AM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Wednesday, November 18
A poem for the heart

I took your hand,
knowing it will be alright.
I held my breath,
every time when you're next to me.
I even skipped a heartbeat,
when you whispered those words unconditionally.

I remember when we first held hands.
They were warm and they filled me up with butterflies.
Oh,
how can I forget?
When you dragged me away to a corner
just so you can say how much I meant to you.

We would spend time in the park,
telling each other stories.
Even with the pressure,
we held on tightly.

Why?
I would ask.
I love you.
That's what you answered.

But the cold breeze came.
Erasing everything out.
Separated.
Disappeared.

Now..
It changed.

Why?
You asked.
I love you.
That's what I'll say as long as I'm still breathing.

But it's all in the shadows.
Secret love.
Silent love.
Love.

Batbun @ 5:08:00 PM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Tuesday, November 17

Sometimes, attention is needed.
You just have to know when to give and when not to give.

Sometimes, care is needed.
You just have to tell when to care and when not to.

I should learn from it.
Deja vu sucks, at times.
Because it lets you feel fear when there's nothing to fear about.

Batbun @ 2:52:00 AM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Monday, November 16
Lots of E, M, and O.

I've something that's been bugging me lately.

I have trouble sleeping at night.

See, there's this thing... with the pillows and the weather all so cozy.
I'm afraid that when I close my eyes, I won't wake up. But but but... I can't shut my eyes.

Well, that's because IT'S BEEN RAINING EVERYDAY BUT I'M LOVING IT! (minus the times when I had to walk to campus in the rain)

When it rains I tend to go to bed at 7pm and wake up at 11pm then can't sleep at all till 3am approximately. Fun cycle eh?

And so with nothing better to do.....
I get emo. :( :(

After an hour, more emo.

Add 3 hours to the count, imagine what 'emo' means to me? :D

Now here I am, reading notes for my midterm this Thursday. :( emo.

Oh THAT big thing, It's SOMETHING alright. :D

Tak boleh tidur, belajar la apa lagi? (ataupun DotA XD)

Batbun @ 11:16:00 PM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Sunday, November 15
Dusty Remains of the Bat.

Whoa, how long have I abandoned this blog? Well since I have nothing better to do today, other than to study for my mid term which is this Thursday so I'll blog.

Where to start?
Okay, I was just back from a one day trip to Ipoh. In a van. Legs were folded like paper cranes. Though, I was happy enough to go. To be able to see live was awesome, you. :D

My father got into an accident and ruptured his knee cap. So now he's at home 24-7 with a huge-@ss cast on his left leg.

I can't wait for a few more days. I really can't! Cuz cuz cuz..... there's something 'big' that's gonna happen!! Hey you, wait for it!

There are TONS of games for me to play. I can't wait to get my hands on them. Where's my rechargeable battery charger?? I need em! It's for the controllers!

Went to the All American Rejects concert the other day. Thanks to Sandra who contributed with the tickets and the stay. *I still feel bad okay? :( * and also to Kayshaan, for fetching around KL. :D Come Malacca and I'll bring you for cendol as promised. hahaha! Lastly thank you, YOU, for accompanying me.

Had a RM42 haircut. =.=" no comment.

Watched 2012 when it was out on Thursday. It made me think on how am I gonna spend my life if the world is really ending soon.

There's so much to do with so little time. What if the world ended as predicted by the Mayans? That's like 3 more years! :(

So maybe, I thought....

Let's write something to tell what I should say before the world actually ends.

I'll make it as short as possible.

It's.

I.

I can't live without you.
Because two is better than one.

Batbun @ 2:47:00 PM
"Maybe you don't know what is tur kua, but sorry also must exprain."
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D